Traversing a singular descent winding up compelled
to Dis:pute - Dis:count - Dis:pel a new journey
the allure of a new cosmic text is irresistible.
The lines of which are daily but jagged, representing
nothing other than the singular and collective lapses that we engage in
seperately and together . . . here then is an honest coutenance retelling
more than a splattered share of fickle tales left over from the refinements
that our dreams had taken up in our abscence(s), weaving in pictures and
colors far more enduring, resplendant and thriving, than the fair graphite
sketches that we submit here, now . . . subject to all questions and scrutiny,
and auto-pilot critic(al) combustions, savage eyes, intellects shears,
defiant rows of type-face glaring forth at the waking wanderer . . . .
. .
We are an apparatus that is comfortably dwelling
in it's own illusions - however, who is to say that those of us who wake/dream
around a dispute with parameters that this process shells out and withdraws
from us incrementally day by night by day, who is to say that we walking
perambul-sonambul-ISTs don't necessarily profit by our own feable meager
expenditures in the department of comfort-hording steady, dependable fixtures
that we have created, slouching in the furniture of our own daily-sought
habits . . . . and so to posit the condition of dependability I ask how
it is that this is the condition from which I perceive many revolutionary
modes of thought to have been generated from - the Black Womb of Comfort,
or is it the Black Wound of Absinthe?
A daily friendly habit of maintenance aside from
its particular self-asserting moments of an independant snarl is sufficient
to create a soft shrouded tomb of cottony womb cushioning - and here in
a mere spur-of-a-moment I look aglance at those of us who fill in the attributes
of a politically addressed personality: the depths of Narcissism - if their
bowels reject us - usually place us, ultimately, admidst a dichotomy to
the spiritual/puer archetype . . . .
IN Reference to this concept I place the gradual
left-wing progression of the most intelligent artists who bridged
the catyclsms that formed our free-market world . . . (ultimately), (yes
you, I, will all become commodified, relegated to a NEW domain: what do
we call this?: before, the culture that espoused it/themselves as derivatives
of/from the Holocaust of pre/post WW2 - as an intelligent definition
of global consciousness circa mid-20th century we were all
figments of the Holocaust!. . .
but now we are shrink-wrapped into fucking minute
little styrene lunch-boxes - and some-how I jolt awake and remember that
as I was roused I was told that this is progress . . . . .(!)